az to gozashtam

Vase residane beto dige chikar konam akhe cheghad khodamo joloie to khar konam akhe chandbar dige mikhai delamo beshkani toie khabam nemibinam bebinam ke male mani

tefli delam cheghad neshast be paie to gerie kardam hata nashod nasibesh ye negahe sard nazar tanha bemonam hamishe ba gerieham bia torokhoda yekari bokonam baraye

Az to gozashtam chon nmeitonam ashketo

az to gozashtam chon nemitonam bemonam pisheto

az to gozashtam chon nemikhastam basham madione to

az to gozashtam chon nemitonestam bemonam paye to

eshgham nakone .......................i???

mikham benevisam nemidonam chio benevisam mikham tarif konam nemidonam az koja tarif konam cheghad delam ashobe arameshamo az das dadam man chem shode?vase ki daram inkararo mikonam?vase kasi ke ye zare vasash arzesh nadaram?akhe chera?ta koja man baiad injori basham?chera nemikhad ghalbamo bebine?negahamo ke eltemasesh mikonan eltemase inke yebar dige dasaye garmeto hes konam yadete dishab gofti miram bemiram goftam bashe montazeram suprise sham  khabareto beshnavam nemidonesti onmoghe az chesham ashk omad  nakhasi hichmoghe ashkaio ke vasat rikhtamo bebini golam nafasam yerozi tanha mishi ke dige khali dire monai vojod nadare? khali vaghte vasat vojod nadaram khali vaghte dige negaranam nisi behem begi monai dard ghol bede gerie nakoni akh cheghad delam gerefte kash mimordam injori nemishod.movazeb bash doset daram havaset kojas?

 akhe chejori delet miad inharfaro behem bezani manke omadam pishet vase inke ...... shod migi man kharab kardam 5shanbato yani vaghean taghsire man bod??man ke pishet bodam ke nemidonestam kharab mikonam rozeto abroto mibaram ya hame harfai ke behem mizani harjor rahati golam boro ba harki ke hamishe pishete harmoghe dos dari bahate man nemidonam in che eshghie dos dashtan in nis ke 24saat vardele ham bashim inke age pishe hamam nisim harjaie donyam ke bashim delamon ba ham bashe halam boro baharki mikhai nafasam harjor to khoshhal bashi manam khoshhalam az khoshhalit man faghat hamino mikham mese hamishe doset daramo vasat doa mikonam khoshbakht bashi hamisheo hamejaa.